Personal healing energy, neutral gold and original essence

Begin by counting the work. One reading hour can look like a single event, but it includes reading and being read. Across the week and across the month, the number of reading exchanges becomes large. Add daily healing-guide work, and the body has handled a serious growth period.

That count matters because it validates the effects. Heightened awareness, strange energy, resistance and fatigue do not mean something is wrong. A person may have participated in many readings and many self-healings while still thinking of it as one ordinary course. The body knows it has traveled farther than the mind is counting.

Then comes the harder question: why is so much healing needed? The answer is not only food. "Garbage" means emotional, media and relational input. Social media, news, public anger, private conflict and the energy of nearby people can all enter the space. The instruction is not to condemn media or withdraw from life. It is to notice what is coming in, what protection is present, and whether the intake is matched by clearing and nourishment.

When someone reports that another person is angry with you, do not simply sit with the gossip. Go to the person involved and clear the actual relationship. The point is not to blame the messenger or the person named. Energy sometimes moves like wind through a yard. Leaves, branches and trash appear, and the next move is cleanup.

Protection also includes what you take in for strength. Read something that lifts you. Write poetry. Sit still. Enjoy life. The growth period is not an indictment. It is an invitation to stop invalidating yourself for handling a lot. A meaningful life is not measured by more money, awards or visible achievement at the end. Meaning is carried somewhere deeper.

Begin by grounding and running energy. Settle in the space, notice the level of invasion, and do not change it yet. Move to the center of the head, set the crown to gold, and create and destroy roses.

Look at the first aura layer and notice how invaded it is as a percentage. There is no right number. Ground the layer. Instead of fighting the invasion, put a rose in front of you and send it to collect the energy that belongs in that first layer. Bring that energy back, blow up the rose, and let your energy return to the layer. The invading energy has less room when your own energy is home.

Do the same with the second layer. Ground it, notice the percentage, send the rose, collect your energy, blow up the rose, and let your energy refill the layer. Then repeat with the third layer. The third layer may show energy invested in work, projects, another person or another place. Bring it back so the layer becomes protection again.

The fourth layer collects affinity and oneness that were left elsewhere. The fifth collects communication and intuition. The sixth collects the energy that belongs in vision and neutrality. The seventh collects the energy that belongs at the edge of the aura. Each layer is grounded, refilled and re-owned.

This is not a battle. Invasion is read alongside your own energy being elsewhere. Bring yourself back and the foreign energy loses its place. That is different from fighting the invader, blaming a person, or treating the percentage as a verdict.

After the layers are filled, return to grounding. Open the feet chakras a little more. Bring in fresh earth energy and cosmic energy. Then collect attention separately. The techniques may be working while attention is still in career, friendships, family, projects or home. Bring attention into the room and rest it in the center of the head.

Finish by creating roses for different states: the bad attitude, the private pity party, the moment when everything is on, the energy of being told no, and the self in this moment. Look at each color without forcing a correct answer, then blow up the rose. Fill with gold, check grounding, open the eyes and stretch.

Gold is used because the body can run it comfortably. It is probably neutral, but neutrality is not the only point. Gold is the highest color-symbolic vibration the body can sustain for a length of time. In the music analogy, gold is like middle C. Below it are more earth tones. Above it are more out-of-body or spiritual tones. Those higher energies are not wrong, but sustained use can be hard on the body.

Gold also works outside the old games of retribution. Some psychic games use force, retaliation, hexing or fear. Gold works through forgiveness in the practical sense: it neutralizes resistance. When resistance clears, energy can move through and out instead of sticking.

That does not mean passivity. If someone slaps you, gold does not require an equal and opposite reaction, and it also does not erase discernment. It changes the energetic game from retaliation to release.

Personal healing energy is different from gold. The body is not dumb matter waiting for spirit to animate it. The body has intelligence. It can keep a person moving through life even when the spirit is checked out. It knows how to close a cut and work out a splinter. Spirit and body together in meditation create a stronger state, but the body already knows healing.

Your body has a healing energy that is unique to you. It is different from gold. It may be close to a favorite childhood color, but it does not have to be. It may be gold, but it is not necessarily gold. If the color is not exact at first, keep looking and work with what appears.

Settle in meditation. Ground, enter the center of the head, set the crown to gold, tune down the lower chakras and create and destroy roses. Notice that the body has been hurt and has healed many times. Then put out a rose for your healing energy. Look at its color. Take that color from the rose and place it in the hand chakras.

With the palms upward, let the healing energy flow from the hands into the aura. It repairs the fabric of personal space. Notice whether it feels familiar. This energy is one of the best healing energies for you because it belongs to you.

Do not give it away. Do not run it through another person, a business, a phone or a difficult neighbor. Send it down your grounding for yourself. Turn the palms toward the legs and run it into the body: feet chakras, leg channels, first chakra, crown, back channels, front channels, arm channels and hand chakras. Let it move through old aches, breaks and stuck places.

Run it through each chakra. First chakra, second chakra, third chakra, fourth, fifth, sixth and crown. Send it again through the aura, grounding, channels and whole chakra system. Fill the space so it becomes a healing-energy cocoon.

Then stop the output. Put a different color in the hand chakras so they are no longer running the healing color. Return to the center of the head, sit under the gold sun, bring in fresh earth and cosmic energies, fill with gold, and tell the body you are coming out. This exercise uses your own healing energy. It does not invite a guide.

If a dark or competing image appears every time healing energy is found, clear it and keep your amusement. It may be a recurring complement to the healing color rather than a one-time obstacle. The key is to see the healing color, move what is in the way, and keep practicing.

Healing energy does not have to match feminine energy, masculine energy, affinity, kundalini, higher essence, body tone or any other single facet. A person is complex. One color or quality does not define the whole being. Different parts may be active on different days.

Restricting personal healing energy to personal use can make it stronger. Gold can be run through a phone or an object. Your own healing energy is not for that. It is not for another person's problem, another person's body, or your business. Keeping it for yourself increases seniority because it returns the energy to its actual owner.

Healing another person is not done here. The aim with another person is not to give them your healing energy. The aim is to help them remember their own. Taking in someone else's negativity, transforming it inside your body and breathing it back out as positivity is not the method. That makes your body process material that does not belong to it.

Natural healing often needs time, space and less pressure. Given enough room, the body and spirit can heal more than the personality expects. When life is demanding, a healing guide can still be useful, but the personal healing energy remains a real resource.

The gold sun is not the same as generic gold. The personal gold sun gives access to a higher part of you. Running neutral gold through something is different. Personal healing energy is different again. The gold sun and personal healing energy are personal resources. Do not place your gold sun over another person and pour yourself into someone who may not be able to receive it.

White energy is treated as a very high vibration. It may appear around hospitals, prayer or religious energy, and drug environments. White is not bad, but sustained use can make the body spacey because it is often too high for ordinary embodied running.

Personal healing energy can feel earthy, grounding, calming and natural because it belongs to the body and the being together. Running it before sleep instead of taking in more media is one practical use. It surrounds the body in its own healing energy instead of leaving the space open to more input.

Future healing work can go in many directions: healing another person, women's healing, healing guides for the body, the senses, metabolism, brain, digestion and other shared bodily systems, and later guide updates. Those paths belong to later work. The current distinction is enough: neutral gold, personal gold sun, personal healing energy and original essence are not the same thing.

The second guide is not dismissed here. It can stay as long as both sides want the agreement. The guide remains under the same limits: you are senior, it adjusts to you, it enters only by request, it connects through the hand chakras, and it leaves completely when the healing is done.

Recognize your own healing energy as a resource, but do not turn it on for this guide session. This healing uses neutral gold. Not the guide's gold sun. Not your gold sun. Have the guide appear, update it, and tell it to adjust to you. Then invite it into the aura and into the back of the hand chakras.

The guide clears grounding with gold, grounds and combs through the aura, moves out what is not you, fills holes with neutral gold and smooths the outside edge. It clears the feet chakras, leg channels, crown, back channels, front channels, arm channels and hand chakras. Then it works through all seven chakras, removing cords, filling missing energy and returning each chakra to its own vibration.

Gold offers an alternative vibration. Whatever you are ready to release can leave. The chakras do not need to be shared. Everyone has their own. When the chakra system is aligned and uncoupled from other people, the gold portion of the healing completes.

Then the guide brings original essence. Original essence is the opposite of garbage because it is the energy of you as a being. Have the guide set the seventh chakra to that essence, then let it move down the back channels into the first chakra and distribute through the whole chakra system. It is different from personal healing energy and different from the gold sun. It is the first spark of the being.

Let original essence run until there is enough. The signal may be a sense of fullness or feedback. Then have the guide stop, finish the healing, ground you, scan the whole system and aura, disconnect from the hand chakras and leave the space completely. Thank the guide and let it know this original essence work can be used again.

Re-own the hand chakras, personal space and aura. Sit under the gold sun and fill everywhere the healing and original essence moved. Recognize the skill of sitting life force in the skin. Create and destroy a few roses, tug grounding, open the eyes and come out gently.

Original essence is not about a little more money, a new purchase or an ordinary life target. It belongs to the development of the soul and the being. Living from it may make a person more unusual, but it also gives life a quality that cannot be reached by outside accumulation.