CTL1 · Class 20

Keep the growth; reconsider the image

The idea at the heart of this classPictures

Pictures A large pale disc, split down the middle, is the space a picture is held in. Three rings of petals, lilac, blue and salmon, fill it as the room around a small round picture at its centre: a blue sky, a gold sun, a rose and a green hill and a cream path. First the picture swells until it fills the whole space, the petals folding away under it, and a gold rim with four studs holds it rigid. It turns like a coin on the middle line, the line lighting at the moment it is edge on, and opens as its mirror, a plum sky with a pale moon over dark hills, held rigid the same. Next the locked picture holds one gold crescent and a small drink, and four plainer shapes come to its rim, are turned back and dim outside it. Then the same still picture shrinks back, the petals open round it and breathe, a glow lifts behind it, its sun pulses and light runs round the petals. Next a partner sits at the centre and the rings are the partner's layers: the blue one lights, a gold line runs round it, and a pink rose is set on it; then the rose opens wider and a small picture with a gold rim appears in it. Last, a gold machine at the lower left sends an opaque beam through a small lilac seat onto the picture, now the screen. the machine the seat the screen

This class’s practice

Keeping the growth while the image goes

5 steps, playing in turn. Choose a number to hold one.

Compare two people with one scattered schedule: one pictures “I'm a mess”, the other “I'm creative”, and moods and actions differ.

CTL1 Class 20, part a, 22:53 to 24:00

Use the music objection: jazz grew from blues and hymns, and Eminem draws on his influences, so clearing a picture does not remove growth.

CTL1 Class 20, part a, 27:59 to 28:23

Bring your energy into present time: the growth stays and the picture leaves.

CTL1 Class 20, part a, 28:27 to 28:41

Use the mountain comparison: its growth has already happened, so it is this high now and does not stay down as a hill.

CTL1 Class 20, part a, 28:46 to 28:55

For admired traits like grit, keep inspiration but ask what it would look like for you, and find your own.

CTL1 Class 20, part a, 38:56 to 39:20

All 5 steps: Keeping the growth while the image goes
  1. ICompare two people with one scattered schedule: one pictures “I'm a mess”, the other “I'm creative”, and moods and actions differ.CTL1 Class 20, part a, 22:53 to 24:00
  2. IIUse the music objection: jazz grew from blues and hymns, and Eminem draws on his influences, so clearing a picture does not remove growth.CTL1 Class 20, part a, 27:59 to 28:23
  3. IIIBring your energy into present time: the growth stays and the picture leaves.CTL1 Class 20, part a, 28:27 to 28:41
  4. IVUse the mountain comparison: its growth has already happened, so it is this high now and does not stay down as a hill.CTL1 Class 20, part a, 28:46 to 28:55
  5. VFor admired traits like grit, keep inspiration but ask what it would look like for you, and find your own.CTL1 Class 20, part a, 38:56 to 39:20

CTL1 Class 20, part a, 22:53 to 39:20

A picture with room for living change, and one with none.Locked: it fills its space Room to change: petals open round it Colors only tell the parts apart. The plum of the awful picture marks it as the mirror; no color here is good or bad.
Room to changeStill, and aliveA still image can still be charged.
A perfect pictureNothing may changeIdeal or awful, it leaves no room for another outcome.

The machine and screen picture the working model, not brain anatomy. The figure separates a perfect picture from a still picture with room around it.

Growing beyond a familiar image

Ideas hereAura and layersBeing and body: the two clocksChakrasEarth and cosmic energyGoldGroundingGrowth periodsMock-upsOwnershipPicturesRosesSeniorityTrance as a class setting

Strength is possible, but ordinary life may not call that strength "normal." A strong sixth chakra, strong grounding and real presence can feel unusual because most people are not operating that way every day. The point is not to become dramatic or special. The point is to have enough presence to live the day from inside the body.

Being in the body means spirit is actually inhabiting the body and having the life experience there. Running energy helps the spirit get in. The center of the head helps locate whether you are staying in. The driver's seat image is useful because it points to a place of command, but it is not the whole definition of embodiment.

Presence changes time. When attention is already at work, in the future, or outside the body, the day can vanish. When the spirit is in the body, seconds, minutes and hours have more room in them. Enjoyment can happen while the day is being lived, not only as a memory afterward.

Growth also changes relationships. A person who buys a house, chooses independently or creates a new life may stimulate the people who love them. Parents can want the best for a child and still see that child through pictures of what is possible, safe or appropriate. Love does not prevent a family picture from limiting someone.

Use this clearing sequence when your growth has lit up other people:

  1. Renew the grounding cord, return attention to the center of the head and run earth and cosmic energy.
  2. Create a rose for what you handled today or over the weekend. Send it out and destroy it.
  3. Notice your own growth period. Let the body catch up with the spirit's movement.
  4. Create a rose for the people who are in a growth period because of your growth.
  5. Ask whether you are making them responsible for what you can have.
  6. Ask whether they are making you responsible for what they now have to notice.
  7. Ground responsibility and judgment out of the rose.
  8. Run neutral gold through the rose as forgiveness, then destroy it.
  9. Call back seniority from anyone who has been holding permission for your growth.
  10. Send gratitude roses to the people who light you up, because they give you a chance to know yourself better.
  11. Create a gold bubble mock-up for moving through growth with grace and self-care. Ground it, drain it, fill it with neutral gold and release it.
  12. Fill with personal gold-sun energy. Reset trance, aura size and protection roses.

The sequence works both directions. It does not make everyone else the problem. It asks where you gave away permission, where you assigned responsibility to others, and where others are making you responsible for their own growth period.

The fourth layer brings the question underneath survival, desire and achievement: who am I? A person can survive, want things, succeed, work and love, but the fourth layer asks what kind of worker, lover or person they are. Self-image is not the same as activity. It is the filter through which activity becomes experience.

A picture in an aura layer is communication the body runs on. One person with a scattered schedule may carry the picture "I am a mess." Another may carry "I am creative." The outer schedule may look similar, but the body's mood, motivation, confidence and willingness to create are different. The picture changes how the body understands the same pattern.

The same teaching applies this mechanism to health pictures: the body responds to the picture it runs on. A strong health picture and a poor health picture are treated as different communications to the body.

A picture of who you are is not who you are. Friends and family may know the picture of who you were. You may also know only that older picture. When you pull life force out of old images, you may not immediately know the new one. That uncertain space is allowed. It can be more honest than continuing to live from a finished picture that no longer fits.

The fourth layer can become crowded with people you love, people you have affinity for, and their pictures of how they need to see you. If their life force and expectations fill the space, there may be little room to create a present-time image of yourself. Clear the people, retrieve your life force from the pictures, and let self-image be dynamic. It can change daily, weekly, monthly or whenever your growth changes you.

For a quick reading, ask for one thing the person is not seeing that they need right now to grow. Keep it simple. The target is the unseen growth need, not a full life interpretation.

An influence can remain while the picture changes

Ideas hereAura and layersBeing and body: the two clocksChakrasOwnershipPicturesWho does what in a reading

Clearing an old picture does not erase the growth that came through it. Jazz can grow from blues and hymns. A rapper can develop through earlier rappers. Influence is not the same as being trapped in an old picture.

Bring the information into present time. The growth stays. The picture can leave. A mountain does not have to keep operating as a hill in order to honor the growth that made it tall. It is this high now because the growth already happened.

The same distinction applies to admired qualities. You may admire grit, perseverance, style, beauty, discipline or freedom in someone else. The admiration can stay. The question is what your own picture of that quality looks like. Ask: what would this be for me? How would I do this with my own life force?

Borrowed pictures can inspire, but they cannot be fully lived as yours. If you run on another person's picture, you may spend life trying to match a form that was never built for your space. If you find your own picture around the same energy, the influence becomes material for creation rather than mimicry.

This is why matches matter in readings. When something lights up in your space, energy moves. You may consciously recognize the match, or you may only feel movement in the body or head. The movement still shows that something in your space is being contacted. Reading is not only reporting what belongs to someone else. It also clears what lights up in you.

The fourth layer is a bridge between body and spirit. Some people live mostly through experience: pleasure, sensation, richness, luxury, what feels good. Others live mostly through achievement: success, drive, progress, competition and getting somewhere. At some point each side can notice what is missing. The answer is not to abandon experience for achievement, or achievement for experience. The fourth asks who you are in relation to both.

The chakra and the aura layer do different jobs. The chakra holds information, energy and ability. The layer shows the reality of how that energy is experienced in life and how the body responds to it. Reading a layer shows the effect. It shows the picture as the person lives it.

Ownership is not decided by how long a picture has been there. A picture may have been present for a whole life and still not belong to the person's spirit. A picture from spirit validates the body. It does not trick the body, hate the body or control the body through invalidation. If a picture makes the person wrong inside it, look closely at whether it is foreign, even if it feels familiar.

A chosen group picture can still belong to the group. Wanting to fit in does not make the picture yours. You may decide to put it in your space, and it may help you belong, but the picture remains the group's image of who you need to be in order to fit. Adoption, comfort and ownership are different questions.

Having a voice and receiving a communication

Ideas hereAura and layersChakrasEarth and cosmic energyGoldHavingnessInner voiceRetrieving personal energyRoses

The fifth chakra begins the spirit-facing abilities. It governs communication, self-expression and access to your truth. Communication is larger than speech. Dance, facial expression, body language, music, painting, telepathy, social media, a short message and a reading can all communicate.

Hearing and having are connected. Listening is not the same as receiving. Someone can speak and be listened to, yet still not be heard. A song heard many times can suddenly be heard at another level. That does not make physical hearing a requirement for spiritual ability. It points to reception: whether the communication can actually be had.

Use this havingness practice for growth:

  1. Increase cosmic energy and place protection roses around the aura.
  2. Create a rose for havingness for growth and a gauge beside it.
  3. Ground the rose and raise the gauge toward 100 percent.
  4. Let the vibration of havingness sound through the ears and space.
  5. Notice the body's emotional response to the sound.
  6. Let the color of the vibration resonate through the space.
  7. Destroy the rose.
  8. Create a rose for the energy of the first half of the work, especially fourth-layer identity energy.
  9. Send it out, destroy it and refill with gold sun.

Communication clears energy. Reading is communication, so reading clears energy too. Competition interrupts communication because attention stops listening and turns toward winning. When communication stops, information goes missing.

The fifth also affects the fourth. If a fourth-layer picture says "I am a loser," fifth-chakra expression can help by making it possible to say, "That picture is not me." Saying the words does not automatically dissolve the picture. It makes the picture easier to see as a picture.

Seeing the bigger picture is different from taking communication at face value. Someone may say one thing and mean another. If you perceive the broader context, that is vision rather than simple hearing. Clairaudience, intuition, telepathy and inner voice are fifth-chakra abilities, but the lived reality of those abilities appears in the fifth layer. You may have intuition as an ability and still carry a fifth-layer picture that you do not trust it.

Crowded communication can make the inner voice hard to hear. Social media, group identity, job messages, family obligations and public roles can all use the fifth as a platform. You may speak as the job, the family, the cause, the group or an old identity, while only a small part of that communication is your present truth. Clear the platforms that are no longer yours to speak through.

Lies can become lived realities when many people give life force to them. A small white lie can become a web of stories. A forbidden family subject can gather pressure because everyone agrees not to speak. When the subject is named, energy moves. It may feel frightening, messy, liberating or all three.

The reading practice is to find the lie and the truth in the fourth, fifth, sixth and seventh layers, layer by layer. Read both in each layer. The point is not to condemn the lie. It is to see where life force and agreement have made something real that is not true.

A reality can persist after a present truth changes

Ideas hereAura and layersChakrasCreating and destroyingGoldGroundingHavingnessHelloInner voiceRetrieving personal energyRoses

Surface communication can hide the absence of a hello. A person may be surrounded by messages, comments, posts, news and secondhand information, yet not receive true contact. A hello is intimate. It sees the being, not just the body or the stream of surface information.

Use this practice to hear your own communication:

  1. Put the reading partner or other people into a rose. Send the energy out and destroy it.
  2. Notice body and spirit communication in your own aura.
  3. From the center of the head, shut down communication from everyone else for the moment.
  4. Pull cords and unplug from other people, social media, text messages, blogs, news and other channels.
  5. Notice the body's response, especially in the fifth chakra.
  6. Send roses out to collect your energy from recent communications.
  7. Bring the roses back to the gold sun and let the gold sun absorb your life force, but do not fill yet.
  8. Reestablish grounding and make the center of the head quieter.
  9. Ask yourself a question you have long wanted answered.
  10. Listen to the inner voice. Clear resistance and give yourself a hello.
  11. Notice the vibration of communication: what it looks like, feels like and sounds like.
  12. Look at intuition as a different vibration from inner voice.
  13. Look at the fifth layer and the movement of truth there.
  14. Fill body, fifth chakra and fifth layer with personal gold-sun energy.

Cutting or unplugging a cord is not a permanent rejection of the person. Cords can be recreated. The point is to hear what is yours when other communications are quiet.

Intuition and inner voice are different. Intuition is quick information, a quick instinct or flash. It does not need sound. Inner voice has words, sound or tone heard inside. It is associated with hearing, but it is heard inwardly rather than through the outer ear.

A lie can become real without becoming true. If enough life force, agreement and habit collect around a lie, people may live as if it is the organizing reality. That reality still does not make it truth. Truth and reality can overlap, but they often differ.

Truth can also change without making the earlier truth a lie. "I am hungry" can be true before eating. "I am full" can be true afterward. The earlier statement was not false. The present truth changed. If you are grounded only to an old reality, there may be no room to find the current truth.

In everyday life. Choose an identity sentence you use often. Ask what development it preserves, what old limit it carries and how you would express the same valued quality in your own present situation. Keep another person's inspiration separate from the demand to duplicate their entire life.

Possible answers

Clearing an old image need not erase learning or gratitude. Choosing a group's image does not answer who created it. Feeling relieved after speaking is information about the experience, not proof every statement was accurate. A current "I need rest" can differ from yesterday's "I want to work" without either being deceitful.

Recording notes

C20a: Class 20 a.mp3

C20a-01 · 00:00:00–00:03:27 · Strong and normal; embodied enjoyment and being seen

Review third/fourth/second/weekend. Participant exhausted despite tools asks if strength possible; recording possible if wanted but strong sixth/grounding not normal. Participant wants ten-year day; body presence said to expand time, fun-in-body suggestion. Being-seen topic deferred sixth. Reports and figurative expansion not measured efficacy.

C20a-02 · 00:03:29–00:05:57 · House purchase and maternal reaction

Participant offer accepted/process underway, not completed title transfer. Reports mothers anger/fear despite closeness. Recording interprets loving parents through their pictures/terms and limited expectations; participant independent near38/divorce history. Interpretation does not prove mothers mental state or exclude ordinary concerns.

C20a-03 · 00:05:57–00:06:43 · Body inhabitation versus technique

Center head is way of knowing/pinpointing embodiment, not its entire definition. Spirit in/inhabiting body having experience; running energy supports getting in, center head checks staying. Driver-seat/flagship metaphors.

C20a-04 · 00:06:43–00:17:40 · Growth affects others without making each responsible

Breathe/renew grounding/run/return attention/clear day rose; own body catching spirit. Rose for others growth due to own, ground responsibility in both directions and judgment. Neutral gold forgiveness/grace then destroy; retrieve surrendered seniority, gratitude roses for stimulation, new self-care growth mock-up grounded/drained/neutral gold/release. Gold sun replenishes, trance settings/protection, garbled quiet meditation return at214.

C20a-05 · 00:17:40–00:19:33 · Short reading and request for deeper fourth

Twelve-minute groups read one unseen thing needed for growth; fragmentary chatter not full peer work. Participant requests full fourth class; recording says fourth/fifth today, will deepen fourth.

C20a-06 · 00:19:34–00:24:17 · Identity filters same activity differently

Survive/want/achieve then what kind worker/lover/person, self-love/affinity/identity. Claimed90% self-images foreign unmeasured. Pictures communicate to body and control lower levels, including unsupported health deterioration claims. Same messy schedule interpreted mess versus creative artist changes emotion/action/value in source example; no proof all external results follow labeling.

C20a-07 · 00:24:17–00:27:58 · Old image, uncertain transition and dynamic identity

Picture of self differs from self; others may know former image. Pulling life force/blowing old may leave temporary not-knowing while new gels; recording calls authentic rather than needing instant identity. Resistance to visibility may be others; actually show self suggested, not universal explanation of distress. Crowded affinity space and others investments impede new pictures; present image allowed daily/weekly change.

C20a-08 · 00:27:59–00:29:38 · Influences and growth are not erased

Participant challenges removal through jazz/blues/hymns and Eminem influences. Recording explicitly denies removing influences: growth remains, picture leaves, mountain analogy. Past lives remain information in new form is separate metaphysical claim; style-era identification as reliving life not established.

C20a-09 · 00:29:38–00:33:33 · Fourth bridge and chakra ability versus layer experience

Recording95% split experience-seekers/achievers and midlife lack is broad unmeasured model; answer who-am-I, not swapping poles. Fourth bridge body/spirit harmony. Chakra information/ability differs layer reality/effect/body response; readers inspect layer for lived experience rather than concentrated chakra information.

C20a-10 · 00:33:37–00:36:16 · Validation, familiarity and adopting group picture

Recording claims own spirit validates rather than tricks/hates body; invalidated expression indicates foreign picture even if familiar. Participant asks whether voluntarily fitting group changes ownership: recording says adopted groups picture remains groups. This is school ownership criterion, not reliable independent provenance test.

C20a-11 · 00:36:16–00:39:41 · Admiration versus own form of inspiration

Child emulating attractive women/forced happiness and doctor image versus unseen costs. Gene asks why clear admired qualities already incorporated; recording asks picture versus energy and suggests own picture of liking jazz/grit/perseverance. Inspiration happens, own expression/truth differs mimicry. Another participant calls embodiment hard; no easy resolution fabricated.

C20a-12 · 00:39:41–00:41:27 · Match dispute and instruction to revisit beginnings

Recording connects admired energy to match; participant says no matches/rare clearing, finds recipients pictures banal but reading enjoyable, later says bodily/brain movement. Recording questions embodiment/right method, then defines movement/stimulation as match even without conscious recognition and suggests reread early classes. Participant report and recording diagnosis kept distinct; movement is not independent proof of match.

C20a-13 · 00:41:28–00:42:23 · Third/fourth confusion and break

Participant thought self-image third; recording identifies self-image and inclusive self-love fourth. Break12minutes/fifth promised. No repaired account of previous class supplied.

C20b: Class 20 b.mp3

C20b-01 · 00:00:00–00:05:02 · Opening already underway: hearing havingness for growth

Starts mid-exercise increasing cosmic/protection; rose/gauge for havingness (ASR having this/heaviness variants), clear/raise100%, listen to resonance/color/body feeling. Music sensitivity example and hearing/having linkage are instructor claims. Clear first-half fourth rose, gold refill/breathe/open eyes garbled quantum meditation. Missing setup not reconstructed.

C20b-02 · 00:05:05–00:07:25 · Hearing reception and many communications

hearing versus really receiving/having, old song newly heard. Survival without auditory hearing/fifth qualified by explicit deaf participants successful in class. Fifth spirit abilities/expression/truth; talking/reading called energy clearing. Neither deafness nor communication difficulty equated with lack of spirit.

C20b-03 · 00:07:25–00:10:17 · Competition and identity-expression direction

Global conflict from missing communication broad source claim. Dance/face/body/music/art/telepathy/social-media examples; Prince anecdote not compared. Participant asks fourth loser picture upward effect: recording says fifth ability express identity controls lower; declaring not-loser clarified as easier seeing picture not self, not demonstrated instant cure.

C20b-04 · 00:10:18–00:12:54 · Seeing broader context differs from hearing; ability versus experience

Participant comprehensive understanding attributed to seeing bigger picture, not simply fifth hearing face-value content; demonstrative this ambiguous without visuals. Clairaudience/intuition/telepathy/inner voice fifth, layered reality distinct. Participant fraud-picture changing vision example sixth acknowledged, not measured validation of model.

C20b-05 · 00:12:54–00:16:34 · Story webs and family forbidden communication

White lie may become invested shared reality; forbidden family subject dam-break may feel frightening and liberating. Recording calls truth speaker healthy despite rejection. Shakespeare/mystery/comedy missing-message analogies and uncertainties retained. Feeling relief does not prove factual accuracy or make all disclosures appropriate.

C20b-06 · 00:16:34–00:20:19 · Historical politics and revised truth/lie reading scope

Trump/Hillary/media scandals framed as communication/truth examples; source assertions not compared. Participant bored with own fifth, cultural fake-fun claim. Partner timing clarified groups7/10.5minutes; initial fifth–seventh lie/truth layer-by-layer changes explicitly to fourth–seventh. No actual peer reading content reconstructed.

C20b-07 · 00:20:29–00:24:47 · Communication control and group platform

Silencing/slavery/dictatorship/China/news/video examples assert control and truth exposure, not researched political findings. Fifth as job/family/identity-group platform may express mostly collective info, limit self and create outdated obligations. Clearing clutter proposed where stuck, not blanket rejection of group belonging.

C20b-08 · 00:24:47–00:29:27 · Hello, intimacy and unsupported disease root claim

Post-reading release partners; body/spirit communication may be tuned out for others, surface information lacks intimacy. Recording calls hello biggest healing and loneliness spiritual root of all disease/pain with invasion spreads unseen. Universal causal claim is unsupported and not adopted as health guidance.

C20b-09 · 00:29:33–00:39:52 · Temporarily unplug, retrieve, listen, then fill

Cut/unplug cords including social/news, explicitly reversible/recreatable; breath/throat response. Roses retrieve own communication energy to gold sun but do not fill yet. Reground/quieten, allow possible initial loneliness, ask own long-held question/listen/clear resistance/give self hello. Notice communication form and intuition distinct inner voice, fifth-layer change. Then gold sun fill body/fifth/layer/loneliness, breathe/full/eyes/return.

C20b-10 · 00:39:54–00:41:48 · Intuition and inner voice qualified distinction

Positive report not independent outcome. Halting answer intuition quick information/instinct near knowingness without necessarily audio; inner voice actually heard within words/sound/tone associated ears. Recording personal changed-voice/music-hearing anecdote, not universal biological finding.

C20b-11 · 00:41:51–00:44:14 · Reality can organize around lie; changing truth not past lie

Recording revisits truth/lie and online self-image examples: life force/agreement make lie real but not true. Truth and aura reality can coincide, said usually not; own truth changes hungry then full without either statement lie. Grounding to fixed reality may exclude present truth. Subjective access not external factual adjudication; level2 appointments/end early historical.

C20b-12 · 00:44:14–00:44:45 · Upcoming participant readings

Meditation participants offered free aura readings; center-chair/mock-up encouragement and chatter. Historical classroom arrangements, not current offers.

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