CTL1 · Class 19

Inferred Class 19 - Who gets your life force?

The idea at the heart of this classAura and layers

The point and the ringA seated figure with seven points along its center line, from the base of the spine to inside the head, and seven glowing petal rings around it, layer one closest to the body. The layers open in turn while a pearl of light rises up the spine; when the seventh opens, a spiral blossoms above the head.
Point: the chakra, an ability or informationRing: its layer, how that part of life is goingColors only tell the layers apart. In the course, a layer's color is something the reader looks for in each reading, not a fixed code.
Starting at the base
Reading the second chakraCan this person feel?The ability itself.
Reading the second layerHow is feeling going?How emotion and sensuality are actually being lived.

The school's own model, taught as metaphysics rather than anatomy. Class 17 corrects “chakra” to “layer” in a partner task because the two are not interchangeable.

This class’s practice

Where does your life force go?

6 steps, playing in turn. Choose a number to hold one.

Make a rose for the third layer; its pictures concern where and how you use your life force.

CTL1 Class 19 (inferred placement), part b, 5:05 to 6:14

Using roses, look at how much life force goes to work, family, romance, health, healing and creating, for others or yourself.

CTL1 Class 19 (inferred placement), part b, 7:04 to 9:59

You may see each as a percentage, but stay neutral: blow up judgment, and do not treat any number as right or wrong.

CTL1 Class 19 (inferred placement), part b, 7:25 to 8:21

Spend five minutes each on the third layer's pictures about responsibility and what the person is supposed to give life force to.

CTL1 Class 19 (inferred placement), part b, 10:43 to 11:07

Notice that many aura pictures may be other people's plans; pulling your energy out of one may change what feels real.

CTL1 Class 19 (inferred placement), part b, 14:21 to 15:26

Caring jobs and family duties can draw life force into such pictures; ask whether any is free for your own creating or healing.

CTL1 Class 19 (inferred placement), part b, 16:04 to 17:02

All 6 steps: Where does your life force go?
  1. IMake a rose for the third layer; its pictures concern where and how you use your life force.CTL1 Class 19 (inferred placement), part b, 5:05 to 6:14
  2. IIUsing roses, look at how much life force goes to work, family, romance, health, healing and creating, for others or yourself.CTL1 Class 19 (inferred placement), part b, 7:04 to 9:59
  3. IIIYou may see each as a percentage, but stay neutral: blow up judgment, and do not treat any number as right or wrong.CTL1 Class 19 (inferred placement), part b, 7:25 to 8:21
  4. IVSpend five minutes each on the third layer's pictures about responsibility and what the person is supposed to give life force to.CTL1 Class 19 (inferred placement), part b, 10:43 to 11:07
  5. VNotice that many aura pictures may be other people's plans; pulling your energy out of one may change what feels real.CTL1 Class 19 (inferred placement), part b, 14:21 to 15:26
  6. VICaring jobs and family duties can draw life force into such pictures; ask whether any is free for your own creating or healing.CTL1 Class 19 (inferred placement), part b, 16:04 to 17:02

CTL1 Class 19 (inferred placement), part b, 5:05 to 17:08

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The timestamp notes keep the sequence, questions, qualifiers and exercise boundaries.

Growth is not treated as clean triumph. Exhaustion, static, fuzziness, judgment and uncertainty all appear as part of the work. The first question is honest: what if you do not know what your growth period is?

The deeper theme is life force. The third layer shows where and how it is being used. The fourth layer shows identity pictures that can direct the lower layers. Together they ask whether your energy is free for your own creating, or already assigned by responsibility, history and other people's plans.

The placement of one or more source parts is inferred from sequence and teaching content. Original filenames remain visible in the notes.

When even the meaning of growth is uncertain

Ideas hereAura and layersChakrasGroundingGrowth periodsRoses

A growth period can feel like depletion. The body may need ordinary tasks broken into steps. Energy may feel static or fuzzy. Judgment may appear everywhere. A scuba or altitude comparison fits: reach a level, rest, adjust, then proceed.

Not everyone knows what the growth period is. A goal may be present without any clear sense of progress. Static may be called growth because that word is available. The work does not require pretending that every difficult feeling has a neat label.

Energetic movement can outrun the body. Clearing quickly may put you in unfamiliar territory where you no longer know what the body wants or what you want. Near graduation, the next step also becomes a picture: what waits after the structure ends, and who are you when you move toward it?

The first sequence starts with the body rather than explanation:

  1. Give the body a hello and notice what comes back.
  2. Track sensations and emotions, including fidgeting or checking out.
  3. Ground from the center of the head and turn the lower three chakras down.
  4. Destroy the old protection rose and create grounded roses at the front, back, right and left of the aura.
  5. Create and destroy playful roses: red, purple, a hot mess, very serious, even bubblegum.
  6. Make a rose for anyone else's growth period in your space, send it out and destroy it.
  7. Make a rose for your own growth period, read its color and tone, then destroy it.

Play matters because the reports are heavy. A serious rose can be blown up like any other rose. The body learns that difficult material can be seen without becoming a burden to carry.

The partner reading looks at two things: the other person's growth period and what their body wants during it. The follow-up examples show how safety and grounding pictures can change. An old rope grounding cord may become more fluid and colorful. An old safety picture may depend on partnership, while a new picture has more self-security.

New self-security can feel unfamiliar. It does not automatically mean a relationship must end. A picture may be partly cleared, and the body may still be adjusting to the impact of being more present. The work is to read the change, not turn the change into a command.

Different pictures ask different questions

Ideas hereAura and layersChakrasEarth and cosmic energyGoldGroundingRoses

After partner work, separate from the other person's old and new safety pictures. Then create the grounding cord that fits tonight. Its color and quality may differ from last week because the relationship with earth and with yourself may have changed.

Grounding includes permission to release. Bring earth energy through the feet and legs into the first chakra. Bring cosmic energy through the crown and upper channels. Notice the body's communication as old energy starts to move. Set the crown to neutral gold and step out of the day.

The next roses clean the day in layers:

  1. A rose for energy encountered in the morning.
  2. A rose for energy lingering from the afternoon.
  3. A rose for energy being handled this evening.
  4. A rose for the center of the head.
  5. A rose for the color of tonight's dreams and any dream energy already anticipated.

Each rose is read before it is destroyed. Color and quality matter even when they make no sense. Ground the rose, drain what belongs to others, destroy it, and return to the center of the head as often as needed.

The center-of-head rose has a special job. It clears other people's energy, uncomfortable qualities, judgment, invalidation, seriousness and the perfect picture of what your center of the head should look like. The space becomes inviting for your own energy.

The gold replenishment recalls the four-sun technique. Imagine four gold balls or suns of your own life force at the front, back, left and right of the first chakra. Saturate survival and safety. Let ready cords fall away. Then create and destroy a rose and move the same four-sun refill upward through the second, third, fourth, fifth, sixth and seventh chakras.

Each level receives a different hello. The second receives life force for emotions and feelings. The third receives life force for activity and where energy has been going. The fourth receives life force for identity, love and being at one. The fifth releases communication that is not yours from devices, work, family and social media. The sixth clears blind spots, pressure and responsibility to see everyone. The seventh clears foreign energy that dims your light.

Chakras and aura layers answer different questions. Chakras hold abilities: grounding, feeling, doing, loving, communicating, seeing and knowing. Aura pictures show what is real for you. If you want to access an ability, look at the chakra. If you want to see the reality you are living from, look at the aura layer.

Where does life force go, and who says it should?

Ideas hereAura and layersChakrasHavingnessMock-upsOwnershipRoses

The third layer shows where and how life force is used. The third chakra concerns doing: action, dreams, work and movement in life. The third aura layer shows the pictures that make those uses feel real.

Look through roses without turning the answers into a moral score. How much life force goes to work? Family? Romance? Health? Healing others? Healing yourself? Creating for others? Creating for yourself? You may see percentages, but the numbers are subjective reading information, not measured accounting.

There is no right distribution. The instruction is to notice, clear judgment and see what is present. If work uses much of your energy, that is information. If creating for yourself has very little, that is information. The next question is whether that allocation is yours in present time.

The partner reading adds responsibility. Read pictures in the third layer about what the person is responsible for and what they are supposed to give life force to. Those two words, responsible and supposed, reveal the rules attached to the energy.

A picture may show nonstop motion, many directions and a need to recharge. Another image may remain unfinished, like fast movement through a city with a direction not yet translated. An honest reading can leave an image unfinished. The answer may surface later.

Many aura pictures are not the person's own. Someone may have had a mock-up for your life before you were born. Family, community, profession and partnership can all carry pictures of what you should do with life force. A picture that has been in the aura for a long time can feel real because energy has been invested in it for a long time.

Withdrawing life force from a longstanding picture can change reality. A person who has always moved in many directions may discover that the picture came through a parent. A person in retail, health care, restaurants, family care or community work may have strong pictures of serving others. Caring is not the problem. The question is whether any energy remains free to create and heal yourself.

Identity reaches down; replenishment returns through the layers

Ideas hereAura and layersMock-upsRoses

The fourth layer concerns affinity, identification, love and being at one. After survival, feeling and doing comes the question, who am I? Identity pictures in the fourth layer affect the three layers below.

"I am a mess" is the simple example. If that picture runs in the fourth layer, it can shape survival, feelings and actions. It can decide what the body can have, where energy goes and how the person acts. Fourth-layer pictures reach downward because identity tells the lower layers what reality is.

Much fourth-layer material may be foreign. People you love or care about may appear there. That does not make love wrong. It means the layer deserves clear seeing. Say hello, notice the color and picture, release energy from the rose and destroy it.

The partner reading looks for one self-image picture in the fourth layer and how it affects survival, feeling and doing. The assignment keeps identity connected to the lower layers. A self-description is not just an idea. It can become a rule for the body.

The closing gathers lost enthusiasm and clears present-time identity pressure:

  1. Make a rose to collect life force and enthusiasm left in childhood activities, feelings and loves.
  2. While that rose collects, make another for judgment on self-image, invalidation, fear about love, not-enough energy and other people's expectations about what you should love.
  3. Move that second rose out and destroy it.
  4. Make a grounded fourth-layer rose, sprinkle gold through it, clear resistance and trapped energy, then destroy it.
  5. Fill the fourth layer with gold-sun life force.

The clearing then descends. A third-layer rose collects obsolete responsibilities and shoulds, drains them, receives gold and is destroyed. Gold fills the third layer from top to bottom. A second-layer rose collects judgment and invalidation about feelings and body communication, then gold fills the second layer. A first-layer rose collects interference with survival, safety, earth connection and present time, then gold fills the first layer.

After the lower layers are refilled, fill the fifth, sixth and seventh too. Notice where pictures affect creation, destruction, reality and love. Separate from the energy of the work, set a grounded protection rose, breathe and return.

In everyday life. Before adding another obligation, distinguish where your life force currently goes from the rule that says where it ought to go. Then ask whether a self-description is making the rule feel inevitable.

Possible answers

"My work uses much of my attention" describes an allocation. "I must always be available or I am selfish" adds a responsibility and identity rule. The practice examines those links. It does not require abandoning work or prescribing a correct allocation. If an image is unfinished, an honest answer can remain unfinished too.

Recording notes

The recording does not name its class number. Its content places it as Class 19: three weeks remain, and Class 20 recaps the third and fourth layers. The library has no recording for Class 18. See recovery.

C19a: 5_9_16, 6_59_58 PM.mp3

C19a-01 · 00:00:00–00:01:13 · Post-weekend exhaustion and taking information in steps

After Super Psychic Weekend participants describe exhaustion, being unable to shop or return Sunday, and hearing/taking notes instead. These are reports, not demonstrated energetic or medical causes.

C19a-02 · 00:01:14–00:03:29 · Static, judgment and uncertainty about growth

Reports include sinus alternative, fuzzy head, changed earth/cosmic balance, judgment and scuba/altitude-rest analogy. Some do not know their growth period or whether goals are achieved; one questions whether calling all static growth is a scapegoat. Recording brief affirmation is not independent adjudication.

C19a-03 · 00:03:29–00:05:08 · Recording growth interpretation and three remaining weeks

energetic clearing can move faster than body adjustment, making wants and territory unfamiliar; graduation also brings a next-step growth period. Only three weeks after this anchors source-placed Class19, without numbered announcement.

C19a-04 · 00:05:08–00:11:02 · Body hello, playful roses and separating growth periods

Body feelings/sensations including fidgeting/checking out are information without right/wrong/perfection. Ground from head center, tune lower three chakras, replace grounded protection roses front/back/right/left, play with red/purple/hot-mess/serious/bubblegum roses. Rose for others growth then own present color/tone; blow each; breathe/return while keeping reading trance. Segment115 move into that rose has ambiguous agency; do not use as corrected standalone instruction.

C19a-05 · 00:11:07–00:15:25 · Paired growth/body wants reading and changing safety pictures

Five minutes each, unfamiliar partner: growth period and what body wants. Debrief also includes old/new grounding and graduation imagery although that intervening assignment is not explicit here. Navy blue/tree parallels recognized by participant; rope braided by several hands becomes iridescent flow. Partnership-as-security participant does not want breakup; partial picture cleared, feelings unfamiliar. Recording interprets changed grounding as body adjusting to being.

C19a-06 · 00:15:27–00:19:46 · Separate partner and renew present grounding/flow

Rose for partner old/new safety pictures then separate/blow. Choose tonight grounding quality with permission to release; changed relation to earth/self possible. Earth via feet/legs to first; cosmic via crown/upper channels clears old; notice body/emotions; neutral-gold crown sustained.

C19a-07 · 00:19:46–00:25:44 · Morning, afternoon, evening and head-center housekeeping

Separate roses for morning encountered energy, afternoon lingering energy and evening handling; inspect color/quality even if no sense, ground/drain others and blow. Check grounding/head-center presence; return by blowing rose. Rose for head center drains others/uncomfortable judgment/invalidation/perfect picture/seriousness so inviting for self; clear/blow.

C19a-08 · 00:25:54–00:28:26 · Dream rose and four personal life-force suns at first chakra

Rose for tonight dreams drains encountered energy, then clear/blow and present-time gold sun. Explicitly recall Super Psychic Weekend technique: four gold balls/suns of own life force front/back/left/right at first chakra saturate survival/safety; allow ready cords/depletion to release. Dream clearing is source model, not verified prediction.

C19a-09 · 00:28:29–00:31:16 · Second through fourth replenishment and feedback

Create/destroy between chakra levels. Four suns saturate second feelings, third activity (notice boredom, oxygen and where energy goes), fourth identity/love/oneness and movement; distractions or wish to leave chair noticed. Personal life force distinct from earlier neutral-gold crown.

C19a-10 · 00:31:21–00:35:58 · Communication, vision, crown and full return

Fifth releases social media/devices/work/family communication not own to free self-expression; sixth replenishment addresses darkness/blindspots/seeing permission and pressure to see everyone; disconnect cords. Crown clearing includes cat/dog-poo joke explicitly defined as others dimming energy. Scan abilities, abundance and protection; rose, breath, stretch, all way out, break/8:30 return.

C19b: 5_9_16, 8_32_40 PM.mp3

C19b-01 · 00:00:00–00:02:58 · Return from break and ability/reality distinction

Clear break, re-own grounded protected self mock-up. Recording distinguishes psychic energy from clairvoyant color/pictures: chakras hold abilities; aura pictures represent what is real for person. This metaphysical account is attributed, not external-reality verification.

C19b-02 · 00:03:14–00:06:58 · First/second recap and third-layer life-force allocation

First layer safety color/picture, second emotions/feelings present-time rose and picture, blow. Third layer pictures concern where/how life force used; third chakra what one does/actions/dreams/work. Notice ability to stay conscious, create/destroy.

C19b-03 · 00:07:04–00:10:26 · Inspect allocations without moral score

Roses/possible subjective percentages for work, family, romance, health, healing others/self and creating others/self. Neutrality, no right/wrong, blow judgment. Gold sun and gentle return. Not measured time/energy accounting or instruction to stop caring for others.

C19b-04 · 00:10:29–00:14:07 · Responsibility/should pair reading and incomplete answer

Five minutes each: third-layer responsibility and supposed life-force destinations. One reports nonstop movement and needing recharge/direction; Gene corrects relaxation-as-duty interpretation, says currently relaxed, and asks meaning of unfinished directed hoverboard-city picture. Recording leaves answer possibly surfacing later. Others report focus on self rather than village.

C19b-05 · 00:14:07–00:17:13 · Longstanding and inherited mock-ups can hold investment

Recording claims many aura pictures others, even prenatal plans for life; long tenure makes real, invested energy can be withdrawn and reality changed. Scattered directions may reflect parents. Caring professions/community/family pictures may receive life force; ask whether any free for self-creation/healing. Conditional possibilities, not proven parent origin or abolition of responsibility.

C19b-06 · 00:17:15–00:21:31 · Fourth-layer identity and claimed downward effects

Separate partner. Fourth affinity/identification/love, after survive/feel/do asks who am I. Identity pictures said to limit having in/out body; I am a mess affects survival/feel/do below. Recording claims about90% not own without measurement. Retrieve investment from pictures no longer true, not from all love.

C19b-07 · 00:21:51–00:24:34 · Fourth picture and partner assignment

Create/destroy; rose/color/picture fourth layer, ground (ASR round the rows), release energy, hello people probably loved, explode; gold sun/return. Five-minute unfamiliar partner: one self-image and impact survival/feeling/doing. Available transcript supplies no explicit debrief of that pair reading.

C19b-08 · 00:24:40–00:29:30 · Childhood enthusiasm retrieval and clearing fourth-layer shoulds

Own space; collecting rose for life force/enthusiasm left in childhood doing, feelings and love, continues while separate rose collects self-image judgment/invalidation/fear/uncertainty/not-enough/others expectations/should-love; send/blow. Ground fourth-layer rose; sprinkle gold clears resistance/trapped energy, blow. Collected childhood rose fate not explicitly completed; do not invent merge into sun.

C19b-09 · 00:29:31–00:32:15 · Gold sun fourth/third/second refill with distinct clearing

Personal sun saturates fourth; third rose collects obsolete responsibilities/shoulds, drains and gold clears resistance then blow/sun fill top-bottom. Second grounded rose collects judgment/invalidation of emotions/body communication; notice increased body-being communication; gold then sun refill. No explicit second rose explosion in this span, preserve distinction.

C19b-10 · 00:32:23–00:34:53 · First-layer clearing, all-layer fill and class separation

First grounded rose collects interference with survival/safety/earth and nonpresent energy; gold resistance clearing, explode, personal sun fills first and fifth-sixth-seventh. Notice pictures impact creation/destruction, reality/love; class rose separate/send/blow; grounded protection/breath/full return. End-semester readings continue, Christopher next week. Historical logistics, no publication.

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